How to come across the set of rules that keep you alive but not awake

I pity the ones that love me too late

but the ones that adore me the most

if some sort of vanity comes across

then I shall carry the nails for my coffin

cremate me today and play with my ashes

though building a wheel for the ones with no legs

might cause a disruption in finding a splinter

a so perfect splinter for blinding the man

that's already blinded by tears and destruction

your face almost fading

your face, but your eyes

I carry the night and the nails for my coffin

chasing together some dimming light

21^st May 2018, Constanta, Romania